The Daily Life of Emily: 2011

Hoping on New Light

0 comments Posted by Lee Yue Mei at 9:12 AM

finally I graduate, pretty scare tho. hoping to get a job, a proper job after this. omg I'm just scared...

Why is HARD to Consider my Feelings?

0 comments Posted by Lee Yue Mei at 9:04 AM

as I went through this life, I believe I had try my best to consider n taking care other people's feelings, especially those I'm close and care with

BUT why is hard for them to consider my feelings?

ok I don't like what you like, but I don't go around and blurt out to you, criticizing your liking. I don't go around directly said "I hate them/him/her", "I don't go around said "They trash, how could possible anyone (you) like them", I don't go around laughing at other people's face for their liking

SORRY I DON'T HAVE SAME TASTE WITH YOU AND SORRY THAT YOU HATE MY TASTE. SO CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP??!!

also even though things that I borrow or use are not in good condition or really suck, I don't go around blurt it out at that person face

SO, WHAT IS HARD FOR ANYONE CONSIDER MY FEELING?????!!!!!

I keep getting "STUPID SCISSORS!", "STUPID CONTROLLER!!", "THIS IS TOTALLY A WASTE OF MY MONEY (game, since 'the controller is so frustrating')!!"

IF YOU DON'T LIKE THEM, THEN STOP FUCKING USING THEM AND GET YOUR OWN!!! I'M SORRY I CAN'T PROVIDE GOOD ONE FOR YOU!!!!

Confession of a Noob Girl

0 comments Posted by Lee Yue Mei at 11:05 PM

so I have an argument with somebody. tho it might sounds silly but we were argue about game. I'm alway pissed off with people who keep complaining or dissing about something when they not even give a try on it. Yes you got the picture here, so basically he keep complaining this and that, but since he never play that game, or for the sake or argument, yea he did see people playing before, only around a minute or less, or just been hearing a lil' bit of that game from there and there; so almost all his complains sounded utterly ridiculous!

of coz I lost my nerve n point out that his comment is utterly ridiculous and told him boldly play the game 1st only then complain about it. I also stated that he's been complaining about lecturers who really keep bullshitting/talk shit when he knows nothing, so I said he is now acting that way. frustrated, I commented that he's being stupid to commenting thing when he knows nothing about it. he ended up stating that "No matter how hard or how many games I play, I still playing like a shit"

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ok....I know I always envy him, he knows that. whatever game he played he always ended up good. he always good! and as for me, no matter how hard I tried, I will never be good. never good

now that I've been wondering. what exactly I'm good at?

it's like no matter how hard I tried, I will be good at nothing. I can play games as good as Dean or Bryan. I can get good score like Bryan, despite he makes so little effort. I can't draw, paint good like Jay, Nick or Carol. I can't do good 3D like Jay or Eugene. I can't do flash like Zhaf. I can't do zBrush like Hafiz

I work so hard and yet I achieve nothing. I have no achievement. How low I'am compare to any of them. I feel inferior

I cannot dance, I cannot act, I cannot sing, I cannot do well in sport....maybe I cannot do well on bed after marriage...

I'm not good at anything.....