for those who been following my blog, yeah u might been seeing me posting all emo stuffs, because that's the propose of THIS blog anyway; expressing my anger/frustration/sadness when I can describe them by words or voice
yeah i posted a lot of emo stuffs, ESPECIALLY when I got a fight with Bryan. but alas, we always make up-and here we go again as lovey-dovey couple
after all the fights, or the problems/troubles I had cause on Bryan, he still could forgive me, and continue to love me. He really can forgive me, and sometime he's not even mad at me, as if he had really understand me, my weird attitude, behavior, temper. so I was like; so that is why, "macam mana la aku tak sayang dia?" (how could I not love him?) :)
[Click Image to Enlarge]11 Vocaloid Characters + 1 Secret Character
I found out the Nendoroid Petit Vocaloid series 1 while in Bali, when one of the students from Creative Multimedia placed Miku (Hatsune), Kagami Len and Rin during photoshot. He informed me that the series is available at Sunway (yay!) :D
However.....by the time I returned to Malaysia-they are all SOLD OUT!! :0
Most of the (toy) shops have one set of it, BUT, they won't sell it- they want to keep as part of the collection :(
Then, roughly ten months later.....during Raya at Penang, while window shopping at Queen's Bay Mall, I stumble into Robot Masters shop where, I saw they selling one set of it! :DD
Though they sell it rather expensive than the original, I don't care already!
I finally have them!! :DDD
Saw that Coming, New that Coming, Just waiting the Time
though many times I reminded myself, I keep forgetting; keep been fooled, blinded with the "so-called-happiness" moments
I guess my limits also have come, time to really remind myself:
* you only have yourself
* nothing wrong being alone, no ones gonna hurt you
* when you help others. full stop. don't aspect others to return
* do all your things alone. don't ask for others' help. once you owe them. you're done
* just shut up and keep thing to yourself. no need to share. it's pointless
* be yourself, no need to give a fucking damn about others. they never consider your feelings to begin with
* help yourself. again, being alone is ACTUALLY cool
hope this will help me a lot in later life
