The Daily Life of Emily

a short story about a slice of life between two people from different race and religious belief and different view of lifestle

there was a girl, who is dreaming of marrying her lover, who is, from different race and religious belief
this girl won't leave her religion and even want her lover to convert into her belief
though decision, though decision
no one knows what hold them both in the future

but lets says if this relationship works?
the boys convert into the girl's belief?
the boy had made a big sacrifice in his life. his life would not be the same. was it better? or was it worst? nobody knows

then lets say they have children. the girl wanted the child to be the race of the father. and of course. the father would love it be that way
but then, the girl soon realized the future of the child would be brighter if the child have her race instead, due to the condition of the country they live, the girl's race are the majority

the girl is unsure....she knows the boy had make big sacrifice by converting to he belief so that he can be with her......and now you asked the child to be as her race? despite the rules says follows the father? how come suddenly the race can easily swapped to the mother just because her race is the majority in their country?

the girl stood silently. soon she decided. a firm decision. the boy had made big sacrifice by letting go his beliefs for her and now she will make big sacrifice by letting go her race for him
she knows her decision will make her family angry with her. but she don't care anymore. now, he is her family. loves means sacrifice for each other

the girl sat quietly. looking at the sky. this is her decision. she wouldn't know what the boy would decide. what-ever the decision will be, she just hope their child when grown up, the child wouldn't get angry or upset with the race he had become out of their decision

the girl looked outside. she saw her land. the race land. she loves them. but still she? she loves them very much. but not her boy. her boy hates their land. the girl had seen what their land did to his race. being a minority in any land is not easy, here the boy is a minority. the girl is a majority. doesn't seems fair. not fair. not fair at all. the girl girl knew

the boy had made sacrifice with his decision. a decision that had changed his life forever. the girl 1st sacrifice is nothing compare to his. so she decided to do more. leave her land and follow to where the boy wanted. to girl also felt it would no longer the same if she lives in the land she loves but hated by her beloved boy. she also knows what-ever land the boy choose would suits her liking and she knows well how to adapt her life. she hopes so. now all the girl could wish their child is happy with the land they going to settle

the end? not so sure. life still ahead for the two of them

ok, I just got new laptop, and its default Windows operation is the latest Windows 7. wow. I couldn't help but to love it, but.....

1st, I can login to y goddamn MSN, message keep poping out "You need to install new version to continue". ok. fine. just install the latest version. then done. but wtf, the installation always ended up fail. and owh, it has this: "Woud you like to visit our site to get the version manually?". and fuck. I can't even access the site/ what the fuck with MSN anyway??

2nd, my biggest fuck-up incident. I got Mozilla Firefox (owh wee, it's better than Internet Explorer). yeah rite. I'm gonna bite my tongue for it. as usual....Firefox will CRASHES when it 1st time being used. but then. here's the biggest fucked up thing: NOW IT WON'T DOWNLOAD ANYTHING FROM THE WEB!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd, God when this gonna end? some websites, like Facebook requires Java to makes things easier. ok. fine. again. just install it. but hey and guess what? It won't install at all. and the nicest thing is, this message will come out: "The server request time out". wtf.....is this kind or service you giving me? to a user??!!

4th, not excatly a big deal. flash. it took me several fucking times to install it to make them works. thanks god it'sworks now otherwise I'm surely gonna blew up....


Ok, I do hae the thought it could be my internet connection but I don't think so now coz I can browse websires very fast. I can posting stuffs easily. and I also read in the internet MANY PEOPLE BEEN COMPLAINING THE SAME STUFFS!

and plus, I went to try my another laptop (which the operating system is Windows XP) and guess whta? everything goes VERY smoothly

well my hubby went back to Desaria from Sarawak on the 2nd, and too bad I'm still at my uncle's house in Johor (supposedly). then, miracle happend. well, you can say so. my laptop MacBook suddenly the keyboard did nor working (what you called this 'miracle'? wait till you listen next). ok, where were I? owh my MacBook did not work. the keyboard. was it because of overheat? since I didn't off for almost a day or two? no....

so my father decided to leave my uncle's house early, in the morning of 2nd Jan *glowing eyes* I just can believe my luck out of the misfortune. we are heading back to KL! yeah it might be for official business, but I got something else in my mind after the official business done

we arrived KL around 5pm. we went to Apple Center at Low Yat. my god the prob is quite small. it settle within 10 mins. no. maybe 5 XDD
the official business done. now move to next "business"